Confidence
Today Wes and I went on our 2nd annual trip to a pumpkin patch located about twenty minutes south. We went last year with a close family and this year, we added another family to our excursion! We took pictures on pumpkin piles, looked at the animals, went through a corn maze (well...it was a maze for the three year old...the corn was maybe three feet high...), saw some camels (yes...) and got to go through a wonderful dark hay maze that Wes kindly referred to as "The Hay Closet" where he was allergy choked. Ahh yes...wonderful times. :) But we did have a great time, and what a great way to spend our evening together before he went back to work!
After dinner and watching the new episode of Psych ( LOVE ) my friend drove me home and on the way I was expressing to her about feelings about graveyard. After reading some of my co-wives and girlfriend's opinons I started to really question about how I felt. Am I being normal with perfectly being okay all the time?! Should I be more worried? And finally - NO. No I am not weird, I am perfectly normal and it is all because of CONFIDENCE.
First of all, I am very confident in my husband. I am confident that he is a very smart person and that he makes good decisions not only in his job but for our family. He is responsible and he KNOWS what he is doing.
Second, I am confident in the police department and their training. This particular department has one of, if not the best training program in the country. I don't think that many people realize how hard it was or what they train them to do. They are VERY prepared and ready to take on whatever comes their way. The officers work really hard to make sure that they are completely ready to go.
Finally, I am confident in my faith. I know that God has a plan, and it is a plan to prosper us and not to harm us ( Jeremiah 29:11 ). I know that I should not live in fear, or lonliness...because I am not alone! He is with me!
Am I happy when my husband is around, YES because God made him to be my partner! But when he is gone, doing something he LOVES, I am proud and happy to be his wife waiting for him to be home! God is good and he does what he says!
After dinner and watching the new episode of Psych ( LOVE ) my friend drove me home and on the way I was expressing to her about feelings about graveyard. After reading some of my co-wives and girlfriend's opinons I started to really question about how I felt. Am I being normal with perfectly being okay all the time?! Should I be more worried? And finally - NO. No I am not weird, I am perfectly normal and it is all because of CONFIDENCE.
First of all, I am very confident in my husband. I am confident that he is a very smart person and that he makes good decisions not only in his job but for our family. He is responsible and he KNOWS what he is doing.
Second, I am confident in the police department and their training. This particular department has one of, if not the best training program in the country. I don't think that many people realize how hard it was or what they train them to do. They are VERY prepared and ready to take on whatever comes their way. The officers work really hard to make sure that they are completely ready to go.
Finally, I am confident in my faith. I know that God has a plan, and it is a plan to prosper us and not to harm us ( Jeremiah 29:11 ). I know that I should not live in fear, or lonliness...because I am not alone! He is with me!
Am I happy when my husband is around, YES because God made him to be my partner! But when he is gone, doing something he LOVES, I am proud and happy to be his wife waiting for him to be home! God is good and he does what he says!
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